MiscUnique: Loving the Homeless

MiscUnique: Loving the Homeless: I'm sharing this amazing experience not to brag, but to share my overwhelmingly intense emotions.  I was headed to an appt. yesterday...

Loving the Homeless

I'm sharing this amazing experience not to brag, but to share my overwhelmingly intense emotions.

 I was headed to an appt. yesterday. Sitting at a stop light, I watched 2 people ignore a homeless man. He sat down on a stoop and put his head down. I have never helped either. An urge came over me, I had to help him. 

The light changed before I could. I had spare time, I turned around and gave him what cash I had in my purse, which wasn't much. 

So many people judge the homeless... "They'll just spend it on booze, cigarettes, etc". So what! I smoke and drink. If I was homeless, I'd definitely want to smoke and drink. What right do any of us have to look down on the homeless? We don't know why they are. We don't know what horrible circumstances got them there. He was so grateful and I saw a sparkle in his eye. I don't care what he uses the money on. Whatever will make his life bearable today is what matters. I cried as I drove off. I couldn't stop crying. I am so fortunate. I will never be homeless and will always have food to eat. I've lost so much this year. My sanity, my boyfriend because of my insanity. These things have made my heart hurt horribly. But at least I'm not homeless, alone, and starving.

The Loss of a Parent

I went to a funeral last week for my childhood best friend's mom. I kept pondering on the drive isn't she too young? Was she sick? Aren't we too young to be burying our parents? Actually, we are the same age as most are when "it" happens. I realized how incredibly lucky I am to have the genetics my family has. No one in my mom's family passes until they are well into their 90's. I had a great Aunt that was around 103. I look back and remember her fondly. The puppet shows my cousin and I put on for her in the summer. She was wheel chair bound, but spry for her age. Anyhoo, back to us 40ish folks, I can't imagine. Just can't. Don't want to go there. My mom is a feisty healthy 70ish year old. The last time we were in to visit her we walked downtown. Annnnd, road the bus back?! I pushed my feelings down and kept my mouth shut. I had that sinking feeling of dread, and my thoughts were "Why can't we walk back? Is my mom getting to old to walk back?"

 Then, my friend's mom passed away last week and that feeling of dread came back. It was so hard to not cry and be strong for my friend. I leave you with this one last thought, if you could what would you do with your mom or dad today to cherish what little time we do have with them?  I am one incredibly lucky girl. -K

Self-Esteem Booster #6

"I will light up every room I walk into."-unknown

Child of Light

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Blank...turned blogger!

Blank...turned blogger. What does that mean? Well, for starter's it means everyone is becoming or trying to become a blogger. Not just any blogger, either. A well-reknowned successful blogger. What the word "blank" means is they were already well known successful whatever's and have decided to retire from their orignal careers and become a blogger. And, then there are us "little" known folks that are trying to make a name for ourselves. The competition is tough.

 I attempted becoming a blogger a handful of years ago. I quit a few months in. Why? Because of low self-esteem. Because of depression. Because of self-consciousness and fear. The things that run through my head, even right now while I write this are...is it stupid, are my grammer and punctuation correct, am I spelling words right? And, now to add to those thoughts is the fact I can't remember anything because of the treatment used to treat my depression. It causes memory loss, but I won't be depressed anymore. Right?!

 Some examples of this blogger success: Athena Calderone, former interior designer, her lifestyle blog

MiscUnique

Ugh, So, it's my lost memory frustrating me again today. The docter's said it (my memories) would come back, but I'm skeptical. I could build a blog in less than 15 minutes before. Now, 3 days later and still working on it. Stay tuned. It' gonna be a big day for me when I launch it. I've learned a lot over the past 2 years and a lot of stuff has happened in my life. I'll be writing self-esteem boosters, vintage punk clothing today, personal ranting, parenting and kids, etc.

Follow this link to find my other blogs that I'm transferring from and recreating them under MiscUnique.

http://dazedandcreative.blogspot.com/


 <3, Kim